I guess it is..

Hari #3

2010-08-11T11:22:00.001+07:00

Hari #3
Originally uploaded by ulez.

Ramadhan Day#1,

No, I feel very usual,
just like any ordinary day, no hunger nor thirst, Alhamdulillah...

let's talk

2010-08-10T15:49:00.001+07:00

let's talk
Originally uploaded by ulez.

let's talk about weather,
about black and white
about bakwan
about sambal kacang

cockpit

2010-06-24T13:58:00.001+07:00

cockpit
Originally uploaded by ulez.

let's get it done!

coffee time | end

2010-06-16T12:57:00.001+07:00

coffee time | end
Originally uploaded by ulez.

maybe it is time..

character azasi-nation #1

2010-06-14T12:27:00.001+07:00

character azasi-nation #1
Originally uploaded by ulez.

they say..huft..

anestesi hati dan penyembuhannya

2006-11-13T13:07:00.001+07:00

11:23 AM penypujiati: mas ulez...
me: yak hadir...
11:24 AM penypujiati: tadi, sebenernya akyu masih setengah tertidur
:P
cuman kebiasaan klo ditelp pasti entah mengapa bisa menjawab
me: lah katanya udah dari tadi bangune
penypujiati: iya
selalu begitu
me: hehehe
sungguh hebat
penypujiati: jadi kata2nya samar2
iya
benera
11:25 AM bisa ditanyaken ke temen2ku yang suka terkecoh
:P
tadi klo nda salah, ttg quotation yak?
me: trus..tadi ngeh gak apa yg aku omongin?
penypujiati: inget quotaion
11:26 AM kata quotation
sama email
me: bwahahaha
iyah
maksudnya
penypujiati: trus?
me: invoicenya...
satu halaman aja...
penypujiati: knapa quotation?
oooo
me: biar jumlah tagihan dan tanda tangan jadi satu halaman yg sama
penypujiati: oo okeh
me: getuuu
gimana kemajuan buat pameran?
penypujiati: iyak
11:27 AM oo
udah dapet logo dan stimulus poster
mau lihat?
me: mantap
bolebole...liat dong
penypujiati: kukirim yak
11:28 AM me: eng ing eeeeng
11:29 AM penypujiati: udah di presentasiin
udah dipilih
dari 2 alternatif
:D
11:32 AM me: seeep...
mana?
penypujiati: lagi attach
11:33 AM me: ehauehauea...gak sabaran yah?
penypujiati: udahh
di gmail
knal sama ling2 nggak?
11:34 AM me: siapakah beliau?
penypujiati: wellington
me: hoooo
gak kenal seh
cuman sering liatin karyanya ajah
11:35 AM kmrn doi menang ricoh calender contest itu bukan?
penypujiati: iyak
kmaren abis deh diledekin di YM
me: ko diledekin?
penypujiati: gara2 pose di majalah
gaya ef se
me: eh?
penypujiati: :))
me: ada linknya ?
bwahahaha
penypujiati: http://www.fotografer.net/isi/forum/topik.php?id=519885
11:36 AM wkwkwkwkwk
11:37 AM me: euaheuahea
penypujiati: udah?
11:40 AM me: suka banget ama yg ada nuansa ijonya
penypujiati: :D
jadi nanti warna warni
yang menyatukan sistemnya
me: tapi gy orange angettt
penypujiati: si kotak itu ajah
11:41 AM asik khan?
me: wooo
penypujiati: lebih banyak explorasi
me: asip banget
penypujiati: bebas berkreasi
"I Envy You"
me: heuaheaue
penypujiati: hihihi
udah ada balasannya
11:42 AM me: udah abca
udah baca balesannya
tapi belum kuat ngebalesnya lagi ehauheae
si mazare lagi berbunga2 yah potona
11:43 AM penypujiati: blum kuat?
minum extra joss doonk
me: iya belom kuat
wah ini mah butuh nutrisi otak jaiejaiejae
11:44 AM penypujiati: wkwkwkwkk
11:45 AM me: nutrisi jiwa deng
11:47 AM penypujiati: jiwa yang penuh nutrisi, badan yang kurang gizi
me: bwahahaha
jadi kuyus keying dunks
11:48 AM tapi tetap tersenyum gembiara
penypujiati: iyaks
akyu kuyus banyaks
11:49 AM me: gak apa..kuyus tuh biar gampang dan lincah bergeraknya
penypujiati: ehehehehehe
11:53 AM me: aku juga dah baleees
11:55 AM momakan siang duluw ah...
laperrrrrrr
biar gak terlalu kuyus
nanti kebawa angin...heaueahea
12:00 PM penypujiati: okeeehh
39 minutes12:39 PM me: uwaooooowww
penypujiati: opo?
me: balesannya...
penypujiati: hihihihi
me: jaid pingin nyanyi
haruskah kumati..karenamu....
wbahahaha
penypujiati: wkwkwkwkwk
12:40 PM klo nulisw gitu, suka ada visualisasi ngga?
me: kebanyakan seh enggak
tapi kadang iya
penypujiati: aku selalu
12:41 PM kadang2 terasa serem
:P
me: kok serem?
penypujiati: iya
lebih terasa surealisnya
serasa di dalam dunia Dali
me: wuih
12:42 PM logikaku kebanyakan menolak visualisasi2 yg mungkin muncul...
sedih sudah pernah membunuh sebagian hati dahulu kala...
12:43 PM penypujiati: bukan terbunuh
tapi tercuri
sebagian hatinya
me: gak tercuri...
memang sengaja dibunuh
12:44 PM penypujiati: hati, tak pernh mati
me: memberikan anestesi permanen pada sebaggian hati
heartanasia...jeiajeia
jadi mati rasa
penypujiati: :P
klo gambaran aku begini nih
me: sila sila...
penypujiati: >> hati utuh, ketika lahir, bayi
12:45 PM melewati fase
anak2
setiap kita mengasihi/mencintai seseorang/sesuatu
12:46 PM pasti hati ini akan terambil dan tertanam di seseorang/sesuatu itu
misal anak2>> hatinya sudah kroak karena cintanya pada orang tua
seiring berkembangnya waktu
terambil sedikit oleh teman, pacar, dll
semuanya tergantung seberapa besar terambil
12:47 PM pasti setelah melewati fase panjang, hati kita ini sudah bolong2, bahkan tak jarang tinggal sedikit yang tersisa, tapi pasti masih ada...
aku ini, malah kebanyakan bolong sm hewan2 peliharaan
:P
makanya
si pus yg baru ini
kusebut pencuri kecil
12:48 PM me: hmmmh...
kalo gitu...
hatiku sudah habis terampok oleh pihak lain dong yah...
gak menyisakan buat diri sendiri heuaheuaea
penypujiati: wkwkwkwkwk
me: dulu aku peka banget
12:49 PM penypujiati: klo sampe tak tersisa, bisa jadi psikopat
wkwkwkwkwk
me: hehehe
12:50 PM makanya itu mungkin penejlasan mengapa aku lebih suka joker ketimbang batman...lebih mengagumi venom ketimbang spiderman..lebih mengidolakan lx luthor menang dalam pertarungan melawan superman
penypujiati: wow
tenanng
setiap kali kita memberikan hati
kita juga dititipkan "hati" yang lain
12:51 PM 'hati" org2 yang balik mencintai kita dengan tulus
walaupun sudah habis
mereka masih memberikan persediaan terakhirnya
hiduplah dari situ
:P
me: dengan gitu mestinya imbang dong yah...?
12:52 PM sebagian keluar..sebagian terganti
penypujiati: yup
tapi dari situ kita bisa melihat
lebih besar mencintai apa dicintai
me: oh jadi itu kenapa akhirnya dr doom kalah meskipun superman udah mati....
12:53 PM penypujiati: hihihihi
iye ye?
me: dan itu juga kenapa darkwing duck menang walaupun dia adalah pahlawan (bebek) terkonyol didunia hehehe
12:54 PM mestinya kita mulai menghitung betapa besar titipan yg dikasih ke kita
daripada hanya menghitung berapa yg udah kita keluarkan
penypujiati: hihihi iyaa
12:55 PM wlaupun tetap bebrapa tak tergantikan
me: hmmmh...menarik
jadinya kayaknya besok bakal ada foto abstrak baru lagi neh heauehauea
12:56 PM penypujiati: jieehhh
inspired nihh

appendix

2006-10-10T13:42:00.000+07:00

Appendix dari ending..ternyata perempuan2 itu berteman..dan mereka sudah merencanakan semuanya...and the joke was on me.....getu ceritanya...

In a class with Diwa, Lesson Four

2006-09-20T12:07:00.000+07:00

masih dalam seri In a class with Diwa, kali ini gigi empat dari lesson of ketidak setiaan...

kali ni ceritanya begini...dari awal yg single..lalu bertemu kemudian ada pihak ketiga..yang tersisa adalah harapan semoga ini semua ada ujung bahagianya..sayangnya harapan tersebut bersanding dengan ketakutan apakah pilihan yang dijatuhkan nanti akan menjadi pilihan yang tepat...ah...the sign that I couldn't read..oh iya modelnya just a street passer by...kalo ada yg keberatan please leave a message di blog ini...thank you very badag...

Lesson three in a class with Diwa

2006-09-19T11:48:00.000+07:00

Gank...berikut pelajaran ketiga...

ah...semuanya sebenarnya baik belaka
tapi...
kenapa ada senyum dan tawa yang lebih membahagiakan...

In a class with Diwa - Lesson Two -

2006-09-15T14:28:00.000+07:00

Okey gank...ini adalah pelajaran keduwa...

lalu kita bertemu dan mengucapkan hal-hal termanis
memimpikan mimpi terindah
memuja seolah tiada lagi keindahan menandingi
dan kecantikan hanya miliknya belaka...
ah cinta ditumbuhkan...
kita juga yang membuatnya jadi cinta...

nantikan episode selanjutnya senin atow selasa ini...

In a class with Diwa

2006-09-14T10:48:00.000+07:00

Ini adalah gigi satu dari seri foto pembelajaran tentang setia dan ketidaksetiaan...

Save my Soul

2006-08-24T12:48:00.000+07:00

Now I'm sitting here in the corner of my room
Staring through the window watching the sun goes down
And the shadows starts to creep across the floor
In this loneliness I'm crying in my bed

And the rain begins to fall down on me
As the sadness grows deep in inside of me
And I feel a little insecure right now
I am crawling looking for a place to hide

So where have all my lights gone?
For I need to find a way out of here
In my every breath I am chanting your name
Give me strength so I can save my soul...

My mind keeps telling me to hold on
And it says I have to be a real man
I'm still wondering if I'll ever find my way
That leads me to your light, into your grace

So where have all my lights gone?
For I need to find a way out of here
In my every breath I am chanting your name
With my every breath I'm hoping I can find the way to save my soul

-lyrics and song by Padi-

tinggal cahaya dan tustel

2006-08-23T13:09:00.000+07:00

pada waktu itu biarkan saja semuanya berjalan
dengan begitu saja

tanpa persetujuan
dengan katakata

menggamit tangan yang sudah pergi
memandang jejak kaki yang sudah jauh melangkah

tinggal sendiri
mengabadikan daundaun jatuh
mengering
lalu hancur terinjak
orang yang lalu lalang

tidak ada tempat kemana mesti pergi
tidak ingin pergi kemanapun

benci untuk tetap disini
tapi tidak juga ingin melangkah
menjauhi bangku taman yang sudah bosan diduduki

pada waktu itu biarkan saja semuanya berjalan
dengan begitu saja

If blog was exhibitionists act...

2006-08-18T11:53:00.000+07:00

If blog was exhibitionists act...then we're all perverts who Love to watch someone else's "part"

-responding to some media writing about how awful and disgraceful weblog is-

Speed of Sound

2006-06-20T17:00:00.000+07:00

COLDPLAY LYRICS

"Speed Of Sound"

How long before I get in?
Before it starts, before I begin?
How long before you decide?
Before I know what it feels like?
Where To, where do I go?
If you never try, then you'll never know.
How long do I have to climb,
Up on the side of this mountain of mine?

Look up, I look up at night,
Planets are moving at the speed of light.
Climb up, up in the trees,
every chance that you get,
is a chance you seize.
How long am I gonna stand,
with my head stuck under the sand?
I'll start before I can stop,
before I see things the right way up.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand?

Ideas that you'll never find,
All the inventors could never design.
The buildings that you put up,
Japan and China all lit up.
The sign that I couldn't read,
or a light that I couldn't see,
some things you have to believe,
but others are puzzles, puzzling me.

All that noise, and all that sound,
All those places I got found.
And birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah when you see it then you'll understand?

All those signs, I knew what they meant.
Some things you can invent.
Some get made, and some get sent,
Ooh?
Birds go flying at the speed of sound,
to show you how it all began.
Birds came flying from the underground,
if you could see it then you'd understand,
ah, when you see it then you'll understand?

Sedang Semangat Mengambil gambar

2006-06-05T16:35:00.000+07:00

Punten...
tiga berikut ini menyusul walaupun sebenarnya diambilnya sebelum foto dengan judul terabaikan...semoga berkenan

A li'l somethin after a while

2006-06-05T16:33:00.000+07:00

Mohon maaf jika tiada berkenan..
berikut adalah karya terbaru gw...
enjoy..

History of the first born smiley

2006-04-27T11:08:00.000+07:00

Gak tau bener apa gaknya..tapi..seenggaknya kalo bener ini adalah proses kelahiran
sesuatu yang membuat percakapan di dunia maya jadi lebih mempunyai "perasaan"
Proses kelahirannya lahir di sebuah bulletin board di internet kurang lebih pada tanggal 19 Sept 1982

Gak seluruh prosesnya ditampilin, kalo mo lengkap baca aja di sini

here it goes...

18-Sep-82 20:40 Guy Steele at CMU-10A ! Joke markers again
I hope everyone realized that my previous remark about non-use
of joke markers was a joke, and was flagged as such by the
absence of a marker. This message is not a joke, as indicated
by the exclamation point.

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18-Sep-82 21:58 Feng-Hsiung Hsu at CMU-10A Trek Game Document
I accidentally printed out a copy of the Trek game document in a
attempt to read the document on the ALTO. When I went to the Dover
room, I found one Trek Document on the Dover, another coming out,
and more copies on the Guest rack. Maybe some other people have
printed them without knowing it. If you are interested in the game,
perhaps you should go to the Dover room first and find out if there
is any Trek Document left.

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18-Sep-82 22:06 Lee Brownston at CMU-10A Books for Sale
My book collection has grown to unmanageable size, so I am forced to
sell hundreds of books. The list, which will be kept up to date, can
be found in the file books.txt[a780lb90] on CMU-10A. At the moment,
the vast majority of the books in the list are in Cognitive Psychology,
with an especially good selection of books from Erlbaum. Sorry, my
sale books do NOT include anything from Computer Science, Artificial
Intelligence, or Mathematics. Examine the file for further details.

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18-Sep-82 23:49 Leonard N Zubkoff Kerosene Heaters
From: Leonard N Zubkoff
Jan and I are considering purchasing a Kerosene heater to ease heating bills
this winter, but we are concerned about any problems of Kerosene fumes. Would
anyone having any information on the current breed of such heaters please get
in touch with us. Replies to Zubkoff @ CMUC. Thanks.
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19-Sep-82 11:44 Scott E Fahlman :-)
From: Scott E Fahlman

I propose that the following character sequence for joke markers:

:-)

Read it sideways. Actually, it is probably more economical to mark
things that are NOT jokes, given current trends. For this, use

:-(
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19-Sep-82 13:46 Pat Langley at CMU-10A house for sale
Our house in Squirrel Hill is for sale. For details, see house.txt[a310pl20].

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19-Sep-82 17:16 Mike Blackwell Biking
From: Mike Blackwell
Well, Nivek, Pat and I made to Ohio and back on Saturday, and lived to
tell about it! Highlites were: wild cows and ducks, twenty five thousand
Coke machines, a direct correlation between dead 'possums and Corvettes
on the road, some really great hills, the best apples we've ever had,
and Stubenville.

Anyway, Nivek and I know of lots of good and bad biking roads in the
area, and would like to share the knowledge. If you are ever inclined
on taking a trip, we may be able to give you pointers on a good route.
Better yet, if you want to go on a medium (~50 miles) to long (~100
miles) trip, you can probably twist our arms into going with you.

So if you are at all interested in bike touring the western PA area, let
me know. If I get enough (any?) response, I will try to organize
something (me, organized? ha!).

Cheers,
-mike-
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19-Sep-82 18:20 Matthew Lewis at CMU-10A Things we shouldn't know?
Herb Simon will be giving a lecture entitled:
"Are there things we should not know?
Social responsibility and science"
- Thursday, 23 September, at 3:30
- Frick Fine Arts Auditorium
(The building to the left after you go over the bridge towards Pitt)
This event is the first in a series sponsored by the
Pitt Forum for Social Responsibility and Values.

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19-Sep-82 18:56 Jeff Shrager at CMU-10A 38521,03,9(6),9(9),1(5),0
Just signifying that a message is a joke is certainly not sufficient.
One can develop a taxonomy of bboard message types along several different
dimensions. Also, where a continuum is preferable to a taxonomy (such as
where humor value is at issue) one can similarly use a scale to indicate
where along that scale this message lies. Suppose that all dimensions are
refered to by a ten point scale (we'll use all integers here although one
can certainly imagine reals in the case of fine grain continuous scales).
Some dimensions will be bitwise encoded as well.
Here is a sample of a coding scheme:

Microsoft, Mac and Xerox

2006-04-13T15:01:00.000+07:00

diambil dari folklore dengan judul A rich Neighbour Named Xerox

When Steve Jobs recruited Microsoft to be the first third party applications software developer for the Macintosh, he was already concerned that they might try to copy our ideas into a PC-based user interface. As a condition of getting an early start at Macintosh development, Steve made Microsoft promise not to ship any software that used a mouse until at least one year after the first shipment of the Macintosh.

Microsoft's main systems programmer assigned to the Mac project was Neil Konzen, a brilliant young Apple II hacker who grew up in their backyard in the suburbs of Seattle. Neil started working at Microsoft while he was still a high school student, and single-handedly implemented the system software for their hit Z80 card that allowed the Apple II to run CP/M software.

Neil loved Apple, so it was natural for Microsoft to assign him to their new, top-secret Macintosh project. He was responsible for integrating Microsoft's byte-code based interpreted environment (which actually was a copy of a system used at Xerox that favored memory efficiency over execution speed, which was appropriate for the Mac's limited memory) with the rapidly evolving Macintosh OS, so he quickly became Microsoft's expert in the technical details of the Mac system.

By the middle of 1983, Microsoft was far enough along to show us working prototypes of their spreadsheet and business graphics programs, Multiplan and Chart (they were also working on a word processor, but they neglected to mention that, since it would compete with MacWrite). I would usually talk with Neil on the phone a couple of times a week. He would sometimes request a feature that I would implement for him, or perhaps complain about the way something was done. But most of the time I would answer his various questions about the intricacies of the still evolving API.

I gradually began to notice that Neil would often ask questions about implementation details that he didn't really need to know about. In particular, he was really curious about how regions were represented and implemented, and would often detail his theories about them to me, hoping for confirmation.

Aside from intellectual curiosity, there was no reason to care about the system internals unless you were trying to implement your own version of it. I told Steve that I suspected that Microsoft was going to clone the Mac, but he wasn't that worried because he didn't think they were capable of doing a decent implementation, even with the Mac as an example.

In November 1983, we heard that Microsoft made a surprising announcement at Comdex, the industry's premier trade show, held twice a year in Las Vegas. Microsoft announced a new, mouse-based system graphical user interface environment called Windows, competing directly with an earlier environment announced by Personal Software called "Vision". They also announced a mouse-based option for Microsoft Word. When Steve Jobs found out about Windows, he went ballistic.

"Get Gates down here immediately", he fumed to Mike Boich, Mac's original evangelist who was in charge of our relationships with third party developers. "He needs to explain this, and it better be good. I want him in this room by tomorrow afternoon, or else!"

And, to my surprise, I was invited to a meeting in that conference room the next afternoon, where Bill Gates had somehow manifested, alone, surrounded by ten Apple employees. I think Steve wanted me there because I had evidence of Neil asking about the internals, but that never came up, so I was just a fascinated observer as Steve started yelling at Bill, asking him why he violated their agreement.

"You're ripping us off!", Steve shouted, raising his voice even higher. "I trusted you, and now you're stealing from us!"

But Bill Gates just stood there coolly, looking Steve directly in the eye, before starting to speak in his squeaky voice.

"Well, Steve, I think there's more than one way of looking at it. I think it's more like we both had this rich neighbor named Xerox and I broke into his house to steal the TV set and found out that you had already stolen it."

Unfortunately, it turned out that while the agreement that Microsoft signed in 1981 stipulated that they not ship mouse-based software until a year after the Mac introduction, that ended up being defined in the contract as September 1983, since in late 1981 we thought that the Mac would ship in the fall of 1982, and we foolishly didn't let the ship date float in the contract. So Microsoft was within their rights to announce Windows when they did. Apple still needed Microsoft's apps for the Macintosh, so Steve really couldn't cut them off.

Microsoft didn't manage to ship a version of Windows until almost two years later, releasing Windows 1.0 in the fall of 1985. It was pretty crude, just as Steve had predicted, with little of the Mac's thoughtful elegance. It didn't even have overlapping windows, preferring a simpler technique called "tiling". When its utter rejection became apparent a few months later, Bill Gates fired the implementation team and started a new version from scratch, led by none other than Neil Konzen.

Neil's version of Windows, released a couple of years later, was good enough that Apple filed a monumental copyright lawsuit against Microsoft in 1988, but they eventually lost on a technicality (the judge ruled that Apple inadvertently gave Microsoft a perpetual license to the Mac user interface in November 1985).

The Wachowski Brother

2006-04-03T15:53:00.000+07:00

Teringat pada surat yg pernah gw kirimin ke temen gw..Irha..
maka berikut ini gw persembahkan satu mahakarya :p
kesintingan dalam kesadaran..yg pernah dimuat di blognya Irha....
thx Irha for reminding me I was once wrote a kewl material..

Letter from Ulez

Jika, Sebuah Pensil Warnaku kuberikan pada Irha
Ini adalah petualangan sel-sel otak dalam
mencari kebenaran yang dapat diterimanya (karena kebenaran belum tentu dapat diterima).

Aku baru bangun ketika sekejap itu pula mataku menumbuk
tulisan terjemahan film the matrix,
"aku tidak suka gagasan bahwa aku tidak mengendalikan hidupku"
mungkin bahasa inggris amerikanya "i don't like the idea of being not having control on my own life".

Aku harusnya bertemu Wachowski bersaudara semenjak tahun 2000
untuk menuliskan pada mereka bahwa aku mempunyai sel otak
yang mempunyai rute petualangan yang sama.
Aku harusnya bilang, " we always have control with our life, since our birth,
even since we are not exist yet, we always do bro!".

Lalu aku akan mulai bercerita gagasanku.
Aku punya ide. Bahwa ketika manusia mulai hidup,
tidak bisa merdeka dari dua hal yaitu lahir (kamu bisa baca ini: awal hidup) dan mati.

Tapi diantara belenggu keduanya kita benar-benar merdeka,
karena Sang Pencipta Kemungkinan memberikan kita hal yang menggembirakan yaitu
Teka teki perjalanan hidup untuk dipecahkan sendiri,
persis seperti buku cerita sewaktu kita sekolah dasar dulu
yang dibawahnya bertulis "ciptakan petualanganmu sendiri",
dimana kita tidak harus membaca buku itu halaman demi halaman
tapi tergantung jalan mana yang mau kita ambil.

Sayangnya kemungkinan-kemungkinan yang diberikan sedemikian banyaknya
sampai kita sendiri malas untuk memikirkannya sehingga beberapa dari kita lebih senang
untuk tidak merdeka dalam menentukan kemungkinan yang cocok dan dapat diterima untuk dirinya sendiri.If...Then...Else.

Hidup ini adalah Algoritma kawan, pilihlah petualangan mu sendiri tidak ada jalan buntu,
tidak peduli kamu akan melakukan sesuatu atau menghindarinya
hal beikut yang mendatangimu adalah konsekuensi dari tindakan yang kamu ambil.

Contoh sederhana,
If kamu percaya dengan apa yang aku ceritakan ini
Then kamu akan mulai berpikiran yang kirakira sama denganku
dalam memandang hidup Else mungkin kamu akan berpikiran lain,
entah menentang atau entahlah.
Tidak, tidak berhenti sampai disini karena setiap If...Then...Else yang baru kita lewati
akan melahirkan If...Then...Else yang lain dibawahnya.
Makanya aku bilang jika kita sudah ditakdirkan untuk merdeka
mengapa mesti kita mengingkarinya dengan mengakui bahwa kita merdeka
dengan tetap terbelenggu dan nyaman dengan ketidak tahuan....,
hanya agar bisa tidur pulas dan bangun dengan mengetahui uang penghuni dompetmu
masih ada untuk makan dan tertawa.Hahaha...
adapun benar tidaknya tulisan inipun adalah termasuk dalam sistem If...Then...Else itu sendiri,
If tulisanku benar Then ini adalah tulisan yang benar dan aku senang bisa mengetahui sekali dalam hidupku aku benar
Else ini hanyalah tulisan orang gila yang mencuri 20 menit waktu kerjanya.
Namun orang gila ini berharap ini adalah awal dari pengumpulan pensilpensil warna.
Selamat Bekerja atau apapun yang akan kamu kerjakan.
wuih,panasnya ampuuuuuun, di Bogor aja kayak gini
gimana Jakarta.
Susah,Belum makan kerja gak semanget, laper,
dah makan kenyang kerja gak semanget juga ngantuk. Jadi kapan semanget kerjanya yah?
uuuh, gw mo laporan dulu ah kepada sang Khalik

Must Get Out

2006-03-28T12:36:00.000+07:00

Lagu bagus dari Maroon 5 sebagai soundtrack kepindahan gw dari Wisma Kyoei Prince

Song: Must Get Out
Artist: Maroon 5

I've been the needle and the thread
Weaving figure eights and circles round your head
I try to laugh but cry instead
Patiently wait to hear the words you've never said

Fumbling through your dresser door
forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

This not goodbye she said
It is just time for me to rest my head
She does not walk she runs instead
Down these jagged streets and into my bed

Fumbling through your dresser door
forgot what I was looking for
Try to guide me in the right direction
Making use of all this time
Keeping everything inside
Close my eyes and listen to you cry

I'm lifting you up
I'm letting you down
I'm dancing til dawn
I'm fooling around
I'm not giving up
I'm making your love
This city's made us crazy and we must get out

There's only so much I can do for you
After all of the things you put me through

Pindaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh lagie............!!!!!!!!!

2006-03-28T12:34:00.000+07:00

Hmmh...
Just when I enjoy here the most..
kita pindah lagi...
hampir tiap tahun pindah gedung...

goodbye japanese silence friends when I smoke my marlboro down..

Sebenernya di Kyoei Prince enak banget tempatnya kalo udah tau selahnya...
ke atm apa aja deket..juga ke Banknya...
gw gampang kalo mau bayar utang ke citibank
gampang kalo mo bayar utang ke bca
mo ke mandiri juga deket..BNI juga
apalagi deket dgn BNI,
gw masih bisa milih tempat duduk kalo mo balik naik shuttle bus

Tapi di WM asyik juga..
tongsengnya mantabh dan enak,
bisa bilang selamat tinggal kepada charge ATM Bersama karena gw skrg bisa pake Autobank
deket dgn Dept. lain jadi urusan kerjaan bisa cepet kelar
deket dgn sumber informasi..yang berarti gosip seputar kantor dapat brjalan dengan mulus..

Ah..whatever...
Maksud gw emang apa yg bisa gw lakuin kecuali menuruti..

Goodbye Kyoei Prince..
So long japanese..
'till we meet again..
Goodbye and so long juga Ero si security serba bisa (bayangin aja security yg sekaligus resepsionis, mail handler dan meeter greeter)

See you later alligator
'till a while corocodile..

- This is not goodbye, only a time to rest my head -

Nobody does it better

2006-03-24T12:56:00.000+07:00

Gw lagi bengeong tengah malem, malem jum'at..
bingung menyaksikan mini seri2 vulgar indonesia berdurasi setengah jam
dengan bungkus yang menyamarkan kevulgaran,
sudah berulang kali ganti judul..
mungkin untuk meloloskan diri dari jeratan RUU Anti Pornografi dan Pornoaksi..
tibatiba kepenatan memuncak dalam kegairahan semu yang berhasil dibikin oleh miniseri2 tersebut
tangan langsung bereaksi meraih pengendali jarak jauh (remote control)
menekan salah satu stasiun televisi lokal

"splash" keluarlah Carly Simon dengan lagu yang
gw malah taunya radiohead yang bawain...
still...lagu bagus..emang kalo dibawainnya enak..jadi tetep bagus...hehehe...

pemirsa..berikut ini nobody does it better..

Nobody Does It Better
( Carly Simon )

Nobody does it better
Makes me feel sad for the rest
Nobody does it half as good as you
Baby, you're the best

I wasn't looking but somehow you found me
It tried to hide from your love light
But like Heaven above me
The spy who loved me
Is keeping all my secrets safe tonight

And nobody does it better
Though sometimes I wish someone could
Nobody does it quite the way you do
Why'd you have to be so good?

The way that you hold me
Whenever you hold me
There's some kind of magic inside you
That keeps me from running
But just keep it coming
How'd you learn to do the things you do?

And nobody does it better
Makes me feel sad for the rest
Nobody does it half as good as you
Baby, baby, darlin', you're the best

Baby, you're the best
Darlin', you're the best
Baby, you're the best
Baby, you're the best
Baby, you're the best
Baby, you're the best

Fly me to the moon

2006-03-22T08:47:00.000+07:00

Apakah yang sudah terjadi pada pikiran gw ketika tidur, mendadak sepagian ini gw nyanyi lagu ini Muluw

Fly me to the moon
by Frank Sinatra

Fly me to the moon
And let me play among the stars
Let me see what spring is like
On Jupiter and Mars
In other words hold my hand
In other words darling kiss me

Fill my life with song
And let me sing forever more
You are all I hope for
All I worship and adore
In other words please be true
In other words I love you

Awas Jambret di Angkutan kota!!! (Jangan gunakan Hape di angkot)

2006-03-20T09:40:00.000+07:00

Geblek..ancurr...lemah guwe gak bisa ngapa2in..
Hari Sabtu (tanggal 18 Maret 2006) kemaren gw ama istri gw naek angkot..
Kita naek di bangku yang panjang (yang buat berenam), istri gw dipojok deket kaca, gw disebelahnya,
pas kita naek didepan (dibangku yang berempat) udah ada satu penumpang cewek duduk berhadapan dengan gw
Terus naiklah satu penumpang cowok duduk di belakang supir
kemudian naik lagi satu penumpang cewek duduk disamping gw,
Seudah itu naiklah lagi 3 orang berpakaian rapi dan pake tas gendong (tiga2nya) secara bersamaan, satu duduk dipojok disebelah cewek didepan gw, satu duduk disebelah cewek depan gw didekat pintu,
dan satu lagi duduk diantara cewek sebelah gw dan cowok yg dibelakang supir

Sepanjang perjalanan cewek depan gw ini selalu bulakbalik pake hapenya..
keluarin dari tas (karena nerima sms), baca sms, balikin lagi ke tasnya..hapenya Motorola E398
belum ada yg curiga dan punya firasat bakal terjadi apapun,
Sampai..
SI cowok yang duduk didepan istri gw tiba2 duduknya agak geser maju ke depan, tangannya disembunyikan dibalik tas ranselnya
(tas ransel ditangannya didekap dengan bagian belakang tas menghadap ke muka gw)
gw mulai curiga soalnya tempat duduk depan gw kan untuk 4 orang, ini baru diisi tiga orang kok dia pake acara maju duduknya segala..
dan..
gak lama seudah itu..orang yang duduk dekat pintu tiba2 batuk2..dan anehnya segitu deketnya dia ke pintu,
dia malah batuk2 dengan kepalanya diarahkan ke jendela dibelakang si cewek,
rupanya dia mau mengalihkan perhatian penumpang
"tek" tiba2 gw langsung sadar apa yang bakal terjadi, gw pernah baca modus kejahatan seperti ini
gw gak kepancing perhatiannya ke si cowok yg batuk tadi..gw langsung lihatin ke si cowok yang didepan istri gw,
gw bilang ama istri gw.."Awas hun" sambil tangan gw ngelingkung kedepan istri gw dan gw mastiin gak ada yang ilang dari saku celana gw
rupanya dia gak nyangka kalo gw bakal liatin dia..dia denger gw ngomong "awas hun" ke istri gw
dari matanya gw baca dia bingung karena kepergok..
agak lama gw pelotot2an ama cowok itu..
Seudah tangannya yg dibalik tas gembloknya itu (sepertinya) berhasil ngambil hape dari dalem tas cewek sebelahnya
yang jadi agak maju posisi duduknya dan kealih perhatian ama cowok batuk dibelakang punggungnya
dan (menurut perkiraan gw) dia naroh hape hasil curiannya dibagian depan tas yang notabene menghadap badan dia sehingga gak terlihat ama orang lain
dia balikin lagi tangannya ke depan
begitu gw pergokin dia seudah agak lama pelotot2an
terjadilah percakapan diam
mata gw mergokin dia
dan dia balik liatin gw seolah ngomong "kalo sampe lu teriak gw abisin lu"
awalnya gw emang mo teriak
sampai..
dia masukin tangannya kedalam tas
pikiran gw jauh..jangan2 dia ambil belati atau clurit,
gw berpikir,
gw mungkin masih bisa menghindar..tapi istri gw?
akhirnya (dengan bodohnya) gw memutuskan untuk diam..

kemudian cewek depan gw rupanya mau turun.."kiri" katanya,
turunlah cewek itu, diikuti oleh cowok yg duduk pas depan istri gw..
(menurut perkiraan gw) cowok yg didepan istri gw, sambil dia turun dia ngoper hape hasil curiannya ke cowok yg batuk,
(mobil belum jalan) kemudian cowok yg duduk diantara cewek seblah gw dengan cowok yg dibelakang supir pindah tempat duduk kesebelah orang yg batuk
kemudian cowok yg batuk itu turun ngikutin cowok yg depan istri gw..(setelah sesudahnya -masih menurut perkiraan gw- dia ngoper hape itu ke temennya yg pindah kesebelahnya)
Mobilpun jalan menyisakan satu diantara gerombolan tukang copet itu..
ternyata..
gak sampe lima meter mobil jalan cowok yg tersisa itupun bilang "kiri"..dan dia turun
uniknya ketiga2nya seolah buat nutupin mata orang didalam angkot, mereka ngeluarin duit buat ongkos beserta duit 20rban..biar gak disangka copet kalee...

Begitu mobil jalan lagi si supir rada kesel, "Kenapa sih, kalo turun deketan gak sekalian aja?"
Sontak aja gw bilang "copet itu..yg bertiga tadi.., kayaknya cewek tadi kena deh hapenya, tapi moga2 aja enggak, coba pada dicek deh ada yg ilang gak?"
langsung penumpang yg lainnya bereaksi memeriksa bawaannya..dan gak ada yg ilang..
gak nyangka juga ternyata cewek yg kecopetan tadi udah ada didepan angkot yg gw naikin karena angkot yg gw naikin ngetem dulu (rupanya dia jalan)
lagi sesenggukan dia..dan dia kelihatannya lagi cerita ama orang yg menurut gw adalah preman disitu (dari penampilannya)
begitu ngeliat sosok istri gw dia langsung nyamperin angkot yg gw naikin
"Mbak..Mbak yg tadi satu angkot bareng saya yah?Mbak lihat hape saya yg ketinggalan gak?"
gw jawab, "Mbak bukan ketinggalan hapenya..tapi dicopet ama dua orang yg ngapit mbak tadi diangkot.."
"tapi tadi saya telpon ke hape saya, gak aktiiff..." sambil sesenggukan,
"ya iyalah Mbak..SIM cardnya pasti langsung dibuang.., mendingan Mbak seakrang pulang aja..ato terusin ke tempat tujuan Mbak tadi..daripada disini malah bisa jadi sasaran empuk preman"

Begitulah ceritanya guys,
jadi kalo naik angkutan umum, mau angkot kek, bus kek..tetep waspada,
jangan ngelamun..
dan..
Jangan gunakan hape diangkutan umum..

King of Pain

2006-03-14T08:27:00.000+07:00

There’s a little black spot on the sun today
It’s the same old thing as yesterday
There’s a black hat caught in a high tree top
There’s a flag-pole rag and the wind won’t stop

I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running ’round my brain
I guess I’m always hoping that you’ll end this reign
But it’s my destiny to be the king of pain
There’s a little black spot on the sun today
That’s my soul up there
It’s the same old thing as yesterday
That’s my soul up there
There’s a black hat caught in a high tree top
That’s my soul up there
There’s a flag-pole rag and the wind won’t stop
That’s my soul up there
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running ’round my brain
I guess I’m always hoping that you’ll end this reign
But it’s my destiny to be the king of pain
There’s a fossil that’s trapped in a high cliff wall
That’s my soul up there
There’s a dead salmon frozen in a waterfall
That’s my soul up there
There’s a blue whale beached by a springtime’s ebb
That’s my soul up there
There’s a butterfly trapped in a spider’s web
That’s my soul up there
I have stood here before inside the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running ’round my brain
I guess I’m always hoping that you’ll end this reign
But it’s my destiny to be the king of pain
There’s a king on a throne with his eyes torn out
There’s a blind man looking for a shadow of doubt
There’s a rich man sleeping on a golden bed
There’s a skeleton choking on a crust of bread
King of pain

There’s a red fox torn by a huntsman’s pack
That’s my soul up there
There’s a black-winged gull with a broken back
That’s my soul up there
There’s a little black spot on the sun today
It’s the same old thing as yesterday

I have stood here before in the pouring rain
With the world turning circles running ’round my brain
I guess I always thought you could end this reign
But it’s my destiny to be the king of pain
King of pain
King of pain
King of pain
I’ll always be king of pain

-The Police-

Fake Plastic Trees

2006-03-14T08:25:00.000+07:00

Her green plastic watering can
For her fake Chinese rubber plant
In the fake plastic earth
That she bought from a rubber man
In a town full of rubber plans
To get rid of itself

It wears her out, it wears her out
It wears her out, it wears her out

She lives with a broken man
A cracked polystyrene man
Who just crumbles and burns
He used to do surgery
For girls in the eighties
But gravity always wins

It wears him out, it wears him out
It wears him out, it wears him out

She looks like the real thing
She tastes like the real thing
My fake plastic love
But I can't help the feeling
I could blow through the ceiling
If I just turn and run

It wears me out, it wears me out
It wears me out, it wears me out

If I could be who you wanted
If I could be who you wanted all the time

All the time...
All the time...

-RadioHead-

there..there

2006-03-08T14:31:00.000+07:00

karya yg satu ini sempat jadi perdebatan yang sengit tentang karya gw sepanjang keanggotaan gw dalam fotografer.net, lucu karena ternyata membernya bisa dibagi dua..satu yg berawal dan suka disain grafis kemudian terjun ke fotografi, yg kedua adalah yg memang berawal dari fotografi kemudian menggunakan software grafis sebagai pelengkap/penyempurna karya fotografi mereka. Maka kaum yang pertama memberikan gw three thumbs up, sementara yg lainnya memberikan gw kritikan bahwa lain kali kalo mo upload harus yg benar2 dominan unsur fotografi daripada unsur disain grafisnya..padahal 3/4 dari karya ini adalah foto, langit hijau itu adalah proses dari pengubahan warna dari warna aslinya dengan menggunakan teknik channel mixer.. . Anyway, senang juga karya gw diperdebatkan..keep pressing that shutter guys... .

problem solved

2006-03-02T17:30:00.000+07:00

ternyata berawal dari ketidak sengajaan, sekarang gw bisa upload foto ke blogger, dan ngeblognya juga enak, pake picasa2 dari google..upload foto dan ngeblog jadi nyamaann...hehehe...gw kayak anak kecil yg baru diulangtahunin ajah...udah ah, udah sore, pengen pulang....

kecoa

2006-03-02T17:27:00.000+07:00

coba aaahhhhhhhh........dasar kecoa

November Rain

2006-03-02T09:22:00.000+07:00

Lagi inget ama lagu lama...lagu yang syangat asyeeek...pas juga ama keadaannya temen gw yg gw investigate cwnya entu...
kami gede bareng..gak heran kalo banyak lagu yang sama yang menjiwai bagian hidup kami,
salah satunya adalah November Rain by Guns N Roses...glad he's allright now..
keep on rollin baby...

November Rain
by: Guns N Roses

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain

Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

Kapan lu mati?

2006-02-28T12:02:00.000+07:00

Tentu aja ini gak serius..becandaan aja..
No one know..
mungkin aja gw mati hari ini atau bahkan sehabis posting blog ini..

tapi..ada kuis yang lucu..tentang umur berapa lu bakalan mati
kalo gw, hasil dari pengisian kuis itu adalah sebagey berikut:

alter ego

2006-02-28T10:52:00.000+07:00

ada waktunya juga gw merasakan hal ini lagi
kepeningan yang gak tau ujung dan pangkalnya
kepeningan karena ada yang tidak boleh tersampaikan

alter ego gw

jika ada bruce wayne dan batman
maka ada seorang ulez dan ulez aksen

bukan..bukan split personality (at least according to my self it ain't)
tapi semua orang punya their own wildest dreams

dan gw adalah orang yang selalu mengusahakan mimpi jadi kenyataan

tapi
gw musti bangun
i'm a different man now
i have responsibility (es)

Adrenalin ini gak ada berhentinya menggedor setiap mili ujung syaraf
dan gw cuman bisa menangis
semoga semua dosa gw diampuni

dan dari menangis (tanpa air mata) ini
ternyata adrenalin itu lumayan berkurang gedorannya

gw gak mau jadi batman lagi
tapi sisi asli gw masih merindukan gw jadi batman

gotta pick up the phone
semoga bukan panggilan membasmi kejahatan lagi..

He said he screwed up (again)

2006-02-21T07:45:00.000+07:00

Gw gak ngerti bawaannya orang yang mo nikah emang kayak gitu kali yah?
seperti gw dulu juga gitu
kali ini terjadi ama my (very) best friend
the man with swore even when he feel happy
tapi kali ini dia bilang I'm fallin apart man
I smell rat, something happen in Bandung (his girl's hometown)

Gw merasa terpanngiil
buat menyelidiki WTF is goin on
I'm gonna investigate it to it's bone
to every atomic molecule it brings
gonna distillate it

Tapi in a shortwhile gw akan menyangga dan menyemangati dulu deh
dan gw yakin seh sebenernya gak ada apa-apa

seperti layaknya (dan biasanya) orang yang mau nikah
masing-masing pihak akan merasa lebih dihargai kalo
masing-masing bisa saling menunjukkan bahwa
masing-masing tengah diperjuangkan (mati-matian)

Buat yang belum nikah satu pesen gw sebelum kalian nikah..
pastiin bahwa kalian punya teman..
seseorang yang ada disamping kalian disaat kalian tengah berjuang untuk menikah

-Everyday is a Winding Road, Sheryl Crow-

10 menit menuju pulang

2006-02-20T17:47:00.000+07:00

Sudah di ujung Senin (di kantor)
langit gelap pula
secara emosional hari ini lumayan stabil
kekesalan (bilapun itu terjadi)
hari ini tidak akan menjadi lebih baik

Everybody having a bad day once
and it could not be better than today

(me-the unwise)

Main monopoli

2006-02-20T08:30:00.000+07:00

Malem senen dihabisin dengan maen monopoli (lagi)
kali ini persertanya bertambah
selaen istri gw juga ada Yudi (adeknya istri gw)
dari jam 7 malem ampe jam 12 hehehe...
bangun jam setengah lima pagi...mata masih berat banget
Begitu udah naek shuttle bus (kira2 1 jam kemudian) langsung tidur
mata berat dibuka meski sudah sampay di Sudirman..400 m dari depan gedung baru memaksa buka mata
dan berjingkat dari tempat duduk..

Selamat datang hari senin..

Gak Imbang

2006-02-16T13:26:00.000+07:00

Baru hari ini nulis blog, siang ini udah ada unek2 buat ditumpahin lagi,
ingin mewartakan bahwasanya telah terjadi pertarungan yang gak imbang
Antara Head of Department dengan gw seorang keroco ini..
habislah gw dengan emailnya yang di cc kan ke gak cuman ke bos gw tapi juga ke direktur,
what is it he want anyway?
bisa kan dia jelasin baik2 maksudnya tanpa harus berkoar apalagi sampai ke direktur
lagian dia kan cuman ngadeoin gw yg gak ada pangkatnya ini...

It's though but I gotta show'em that I can handle it
if I can handle a goliath than I can handle any beast in the world..

blog ya l8er..

Yak..diputuskan untuk pindah saja

2006-02-16T07:34:00.000+07:00

Atas dasar pertimbangan waktu loading..akhirnya aktivitas blogging utama gw pindahin ke blogspot, karena modblog terlalu berat loadingnya, padahal yang di modblog kalo pake google cari keyword ulez udah bisa di halaman depan. Biarkan waktu saja yang bicara.

kucing

2006-02-15T17:44:00.000+07:00

Ini adalah gambar kucing hasil huntingan gw :

kucing

2006-02-15T17:43:00.000+07:00

Ini adalah gambar kucing hasil huntingan gw :

another test

2006-02-15T11:58:00.000+07:00

coba dan coba lagi ah...

2004-04-19T15:15:00.000+07:00

test

2003-04-15T20:49:00.000+07:00

evanescence...........hmmh a sweet bitter harmony